然要紫曦！他的爸爸妈妈无法复活，他也不要皇位，他只要紫曦！但是他却不能这麽，即使他知紫曦的心里始终都挂念自己，他还是不能这麽，因为这麽会伤害到紫曦，他不能因为自己的私yu而让紫曦背负骂名，也不愿让一向疼ai自己的皇nn因为此事而伤心烦忧，更不希望因为自己的现而让皇室再一次掀起皇位之争的sao。

    所以，他只能选择以现在的份──颖亲王的贴侍卫，默默的守护他的至亲……默默的陪在紫曦的边。

    “今年的耶诞节你怎麽过呢？

    我还记得去年的今天，

    外虽然着雪，却因为有你的陪伴，我一都不觉得冷。

    今年少了你在我边，除了无限的思念，还是无止尽的思念！

    我的心也跟着降到无尽的寒冷境地。

    不知你对我的思念，是否就像我对你的思念一样的呢？

    我多麽希望能够将对你的思念，化为羽，随着风，飘飞到你的旁。

    这样，就可以让你受到我对你的思念。

    我现在的心真的很失落，

    或许在别人的中，贵为这个国家的皇太，倍受尊，又有个丽聪慧的太妃为妻，我应该是该满足的，但这一切的名利权位对我来说，都不能与跟你在一起相b，这才是我此生的心愿啊。

    云漪，我ai你，我真的很ai你、很想你。

    我一直以为自己可以忍，忍到与你再次重逢的日。

    但是，我现在发现我不到了。

    你可知，这段见不到你的日，不能将你拥怀的日，我有多难过？

    现在，我只能靠看着你的相片来想你，

    究竟何时才能再地抱住你呢？

    云漪，我的ai，今生我是一定要跟你渡过了。

    如果不能跟你一起，我的人生将会是灰暗的、没有意义的。

    所以，云漪，我唯一的挚ai，你一定要等我。”

    啓桓盯着电脑萤幕，认真的将信件打完後寄，写信给云漪，是他每天必的事。

    他现在的心，就像在信里所说的一样，他非常的想念云漪，见不到她，他的绪是万分惆怅的，他每天每天都在想她，有时甚至会在夜里想她到泪。

    重逢的日是何时呢？

    应该不久了吧？

    啓枫已经封为亲王，这就代表他和紫曦的约定可以实现了。

    云漪，我们就快重逢了啊。

    虽然如此，但是在还未真正在一起前，他终究是要藉由思念着她度日。

    「唉……」轻叹气，啓桓将视线移往一旁的桌上，桌上摆了个袋，那是刚才曹侍拿来的，说是紫曦送来的，啓桓走过去，好奇的打开袋，拿里的东西。

    是两条围巾，一条白se、一条淡紫se，还附了一张粉橘se纸条

    “我知你现在应该在和云漪聊sn或写信，所以就不打扰你了。

    这两条围巾是我的一心意，

    另一条就让你亲手给云漪罗！

    耶诞快乐

    紫曦”

    看完纸条的容，啓桓浅浅一笑，心里仍旧带着无奈。

    紫曦……真是个聪慧的nv孩。

    这段日相来，他真的把紫曦当贴心的朋友，甚至亲人。

    他知与紫曦离婚後宗亲们将会把责难归咎到紫曦上，所以他暗决定也算是接受了啓枫的提议，他不会把这个责任全丢给紫曦，至少他也要减低这件事对紫曦的伤害，这是他唯一能为紫曦的。

    ???「???母???亲???…???…???」

    ???紫???曦???从???睡???梦???中???惊???醒???，???望???着???四???周???，???知??????自???己???是???在???景???祺???g0ng???才???明???白???刚???才???只???是???在??????梦???。

    ???刚???才???梦???见???了???过???世???多???年???的???母???亲???，???梦???里???母???亲???一???直???望???着???她???不?????话???，???她???想???走???近???母???亲???，???母???亲???却???离???她???越???来???越???远???，???她???不???禁???想???着???母???亲???在???梦???里???看???着???她???的??????神???，???充???满???哀???伤???，???像???是???有???什???麽???话???要???对???她?????而?????不?????????。

    ???「???母???亲???，???您???想???对???我?????什???麽???呢???？???」

    ???侧??????想???了???一???会???儿???，???忽???然???想???起???明???儿???个???是???母???亲???的???忌???日???，???母???亲???是???在???提???醒???自???己???去???看???她???吧???？

    ???第???二???天???，???由???苍???尧???陪???着???，???两???人???来???到???她???母???亲???的???墓???地???。

    ???「???对???不???起???，???没???有???告???诉???你???是???来???看???我???的???母???亲???。???」

    ???本???来???她???是???打???算???自???己???来???的???，???也???不???知???是???什???麽???原???因???，???临??????门???前???她???突???然???想???到???苍???尧???，???虽???然???明???白???有???所???不???妥???，???但???她???仍???是???拨???了???通???电???话???给???苍???尧???，???在???电???话???里???没???明?????，???只?????希???望???他???陪???她???到???一???个???地???方???。???接???到???电???话???的???苍???尧???并???未???多???问???，???也???没???有???拒???绝???，???很???快???地???前???往???与???紫???曦???相???约???的???地???方???，???陪???着???她???来???到???她???母???亲???的???墓???地???。

    ???「???没???关???系???。???」???苍???尧???淡???淡???地?????。

    ???祭???拜???过???母???亲???後???，???他???们???来???到???一??????亭??????坐???着???，???起???初???两???人???都???未???开????????话???，???只???是???望???着???不???断???飘???落???地???面???的???白???雪???。

    ???「???知??????为???什???麽???我???念???医???科???吗???？???」???最???後???，???是???紫???曦???先???开???了??????。

    ???是???啊???，???他???记???得???小???时???候???她?????过???想???当???一???名???音???乐???家???。

    ???但???他???没???回???话???，???只???是???看???着???她???，???等???她????????去???。

    ???「???是???为???了???我???母???亲???。???」

    ???紫???曦???遥???望???远???方???，???开???始???幽???幽???地?????：

    ???「???我???母???亲???在???我???十???一???岁???那???年???患???了???重???病???，???不???到???半???年???就???过???世???了???，???那???段???接???受???治???疗???的???期???间???，???母???亲???受???了???很???多???苦???，???虽???然???当???年???的???我???才???十???一???岁???，???但???我???看???了???都???觉???得???好???心???疼???，???因???此???我??????定???决???心???，???要???当???一???名???医???生???治???好???母???亲???的???病???，???只???是???这???个???愿???望???还???未???能???实???现???母???亲???就???过???世???了???。???所???以???这???让???我???更???加???想???当???医???生???，???既???然???无???法???救???自???己???的???母???亲???，???那???麽???我???就???要???救???别???人???的???母???亲???，???我???不???要???别???的???孩??????和???我???一???样???从???小???就???失???去???母???亲???。???所???以???这???就???是???我???念???医???科???的???原???因???，???我???想???当???一???名???医???生???。???」

    ???「???你???母???亲???…???…???得???了???什???麽???病???？???」

    ???当???时???的???她???一???定???很???无???助???吧???？???遗???憾???的???是???他???无???法???陪???在???她??????边???安??????她???。

    ???「???血???癌???。???」???这???是???她???嫁??????g0ng???以???来???，??????一???回???向???g0ng???里???的???人???提???起???母???亲???。

    ???「???母???亲???去???世???後???，???我???很???难???过???很???伤???心???，???但???是???我???却???不???能???表???现??????来???，???因???为???我???还???必???须???负???起???安??????弟???弟???妹???妹???的???责???任???，???如???果???连??????为???姊???姊???的???我???都???表???现??????旁???徨???哀???伤???，???那???麽???兰???熙???和???幼???熙???又???该???怎???麽???办???呢???？???我???不???忍???心???在???爸???爸???失???去???妻??????的???同???时???，???还???要???忍???着???伤???悲???安??????我???们???，???所???以???即???使??????到???难???过???，???我???也???必???须???忍???着???，???我???…???…???只???能???在???心???里??????泪???。???」

    ???这???就???是???紫???曦???，???无???论???受???到???什???麽???委???屈???，???无???论???心???里??????上???受???到???什???麽???样???的???伤???痛???，???她???几???乎???不???在???人???前???哭???泣??????泪???。???这???并???非???她???好??????，???而???是???她???不???愿???因???为???自???己???的???泪??????让???别???人???受???到???伤???害???，???就???像???当???年???在???御??????园???里???摔???伤???，???他???知??????她???很???疼???很???痛???，???却???仍???是???忍???着???泪???微???笑???，???这???也???是???让???苍???尧???心???疼???她???的???地???方???。

    ???「???如???果???不???介???意???，???你???…???…???可???以???在???我???的???面???前??????泪???。???」

    ???紫???曦???看???了???他???好???久???好???久???，???最???後???朝???他?????????甜???甜???的???笑???，???「???谢???谢???你???。???」

    ???有???他???这???句???话???，???无???论???有???多???难???过???，???她???都???觉???得???没???什???麽???了???。

    ???「???不???过???，???你???是???太??????妃???，???当???医???生???的???愿???望???不???就???无???法???实???现???？???」

    ???「???会???的???，???会???实???现???的???。???」???紫???曦???脸???上???的??????定???让???他???困???惑???，???接??????来???的???话???更???令???他???不???解???，???「???其???实???，???我???和???太??????并???不???是???你???们???所???见???的???那???样???。???」???她???自???己???也???不???明???白???为???什???麽???要???对???苍???尧?????这???些???。

    ???什???麽???意???思???？

    ???「???太??????对???你???不???好???？???」

    ???「???不???是???的???。???」???她???摇???摇??????，???「???就???像???你???们???看???到???的???，???我???和???太??????相??????的???很???好???，???只???是???…???…???我???们???就???像???朋???友???一???样???。???」

    ???「???像???朋???友???？???」???他???还???是???不???太???明???白???。

    ???紫???曦???微???笑???不???回???答???，???换???了???个???话???题???。

    ???「???苍???尧???你???呢???？???愿???意???跟???我???谈???你???的???亲???人???吗???？???」???她???知??????对???他???来?????这???个???话???题???是???个???伤???痛???的???回???忆???，???但???是???她???想???了???解???他???，???当???然???，???若???是???他???不???愿???提???起???，???她???也???不???会???b???他?????。

    ???只???是???，???她???不???由???得???想???起???在???承???德???别???墅???的???某???个???早???晨???，???苍???尧???在???梦???里???哭???着???唤???他???父???母???的??????景???，???那???模???样???让???她???心???疼???，???他???的???过???去???是???什???麽???样???的???遭???遇???呢???？???原???本???想???问???啓???枫???，???啓???枫???却???是???用???一??????古???怪???的???神??????看???着???她???。

    ???「???这???件???事???…???…???还???是???让???苍???尧???亲???自???告???诉???你???吧???，???如???果???他???愿???意???的???话???。???」

    ???苍???尧???别???开??????，???沉???默???了???一???阵???，???并???非???不???想?????，???而???是???在???思???索???要???如???何???开??????。

    ???紫???曦???显???然???误???解???了???他???的???沉???默???，?????????了???个???抱???歉???的???微???笑???。

    ???「???这???样???吧???，???等???你???想?????的???时???候???随???时???来???找???我???，???我???很???乐???意???当???你???的???听???众???，???这???…???…???就???当???作???是???你???愿???意???让???我???在???你???面???前??????泪???的??????换???承???诺???吧???。???」???望???着???亭???外???皑???皑???白???雪???，???紫???曦??????里???闪???过???一???丝???苍???尧???为???查???觉???的???光???芒???，???她???对???着???苍???尧???微???笑???，???「???对???了???，???我???有???个???东???西???忘???在???母???亲???的???墓???前???，???苍???尧???你???等???我???，???我???去???拿???了???就???来???。???」

    ???「???我???陪???你???去???…???…???」

    ???「???不???用???了???，???我???很???快???就???回???来???。???」???她???边?????边???跑???离???亭??????。

    ???望???着???紫???曦???的???背???影???，???一???gu???怪???异???的??????觉???涌???上???心??????。

    ???为???什???麽???他???总???觉???得???紫???曦???刚???才???的???笑???容???有??????怪???怪???的???？

    ???“???啪???！???”

    ???才???正???在???想???，???一???颗???雪???球???就???毫???无???预???警???的???打???在???苍???尧??????上???。

    ???转???过??????，???只???见???紫???曦???就???站???在???不???远??????，???发??????清???脆???的???笑???声???。

    ???他???呆???住???了???，???这???是???他???再???次???遇???见???紫???曦???以???来???，???第???一???次???见???到???她?????????如???此???灿???烂???甜??????的???笑???容???，???一??????雪???白???的???她???站???在???雪???地???里???，???就???像???个???俏??????的???雪???中???天???使???。

    ???他???怎???麽???可???能???不???对???紫???曦???心???动???？

    ???他???知??????自???己???对???紫???曦???的???ai???已???越???来???越??????，???他???还???能???够???再???压???抑???住???自???己???对???紫???曦???的?????????吗???？

    ???又???一???颗???雪???球???落???在???他??????上???，???他???这???才???回???神???。

    ???「???怎???麽???？???傻???了???吗???？???」???紫???曦???笑???着???，???手???上???仍???拿???着???雪???球???。

    ???拍???拍??????上???的???雪???，???盯???着???紫???曦???缓???缓???走??????亭??????，???弯??????捞???起???脚??????一???团???雪──

    ???两???人???就???这???麽???你???来???我???往???的???打???起???了???雪???仗???。

    ???此???时???此???刻???，???他???们???都?????????了???开???怀???的???笑???。

    ???什???麽???皇???室???、???太??????妃???的??????份???、???戊???寅???事???变???的???y???影???…???…???通???通???都???暂???时???抛???到???了???脑???後???。

    ???时???光???若???能???永???远???停???在???此???刻???该???有???多???好???呢???？

    ???宣???和???八???年???农???历???一???月???初???三

    ???这???晚???，???在???慈???宁???g0ng???结???束???家???宴???後???，???啓???桓???陪???着???紫???曦???回???到???景???祺???g0ng???。

    ???「???很???抱???歉???紫???曦???，???我???应???该???先???告???诉???你???才???对???。???」

    ???一??????景???祺???g0ng???，???紫???曦???知??????啓???桓???一???定???有???话???要???对???她?????，???因???此???要???常???在???答???应???们???离???开???，???等???到???屋???里???只???剩???她???和???啓???桓???两???人???，???啓???桓???脸???上???带???着???歉???意???对???紫???曦?????。

    ???紫???曦???看???着???啓???桓???，???只???是???笑???了???笑???。

    ???「???别???这???麽?????，???啓???桓???哥???，???这???一???天???终???究???是???要???来???的???不???是???吗???？???」???她???记???得???与???啓???桓???的???约???定???，???不???过???由???皇???后??????中???听???到???啓???桓???将???在???过???年???後???去???法???国???留???学???的???消???息???，???当??????她???确???实???愣???住???了???，???若???非???自???己???反???应???快???表???示???早???已???得???知???这???件???事???，???啓???桓???大???概???会???受???到??????辈???们???的???责???备???吧???？

    ???是???啊???，???她?????的???没???错???，???这???是???他???们???早???就??????好???的???约???定???，???只???是???没???能???亲???自???告???诉???她???这???个???消???息???，???还???是???在???临???行???前???由???母???后??????中???得???知???，???她???是???有???权???利??????到???生???气???的???，???但???她???没???有???，???反???而???还??????合???他???替???他?????话???，???他???真???的???亏???欠???她???很???多???。

    ???「???话???是???这???麽?????没???错???，???但???是???我???也???承???诺???过???你???，???有???任???何???决???定???都???要???和???你???商???量???，???这???是???对???你???的???尊???重???，???然???而???我???却???没??????到???，???这???件???事???是???我???的???错???，???我???早???该???在???去???年???申???请???到???法???国???时???就???告???诉???你???。???」

    ???「???应???该???是???很???难???开??????吧???？???」???紫???曦???依???旧???保???持???微???笑???，???她???可???以???理???解???，???毕???竟???要???他???直???接???对???她?????“???我???要???去???法???国???念???书???了???，???我???们???也???可???以???开???始???准???备???离???婚???的???事???了???。???”???这???样???的???话???若???换???作???是???她???，???她???也???会???不???知???该???如???何???开??????吧???？

    ???「???那???麽???我???们???的???约???定???…???…???」

    ???「???离???婚???的???事???也???要???在??????国???前???办???好???是???吗???？???」???知??????啓???桓???开???不???了??????，???所???以???她???就???先?????了???。???「???要???签???协???议???书???还???是???找???见???证???人???呢???？???若???要???找???见???证???人???，???我???会???找???依???拉???，???啓???桓???哥???你???呢???？???会???找???恒???锐???还???是???齐???彻???哥???？???」

    ???「???不???，???紫???曦???，???我???们???先???不???离???婚???。???」???啓???桓???看???着???紫???曦???，???表??????是???更???加???带???着??????厚???的???歉???疚???，???「???等???我???去???法???国???之???後???，???总???会???有???我???和???云???漪???在???一???起???的???消???息???曝???光???的???那???一???天???，???等???到???那???个???时???候???，???我???会???再???向???父???皇???提??????和???你???离???婚???。???所???以???这???段???期???间???你???仍???是???太??????妃???，???紫???曦???我???知??????这???一???切???对???你???来?????很???不???公???平???…???…???」

    ???「???啓???桓???哥???，???不???用?????了???，???我???想???我???明???白???的???。???」???紫???曦???一???双???清???亮???的??????凝???视???着???他???，???「???在???没???有???离???婚???的??????形??????，???如???果???你???和???云???漪???在???国???外???在???一???起???的???新???闻???上???了???报???，???那???麽??????辈???们???与???民???众???将???会???给???予???我???无???限???的???同??????，???至???於???那???些???责???难???就???由???啓???桓???哥???你???来???承???担???，???让???我???彻??????彻???尾???的???当???个???受???害???者???，???这???就???是???你???的???想???法???，???是???吗???？???」

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